CHRISTMAS 2017

Monday, December 4, 2017

I know why I write. I am so dimwitted that I cannot talk right. Sometimes I cannot make sense when I talk. I actually have to have time to think. I hate talking on the phone or spontaneous talk on news. I cannot think fast enough to know everything I want to say. It all starts to come to me in the middle of the night what I should of said. Then I got to get up and write it all out. My thoughts on why I joined the WALBURG GOSPEL CHOIR, this year of our Lord, 2017.

WHAT the WALBURG GOSPEL CHOIR means to me: 
IT IS FUN, FUN, FUN TO ME!

I LOVE SUNSHINE WILLY OUR CHOIR DIRECTOR AND ALL THE PEOPLE WHO SING IN IT. He plays the accordion and wears a Bavarian costume and is a full blown character. He is from Germany but loves America and wants to stay here. As far as I am concerned, he has a won a place at the table. HE LOVES AMERICA!

He, is awesome and funny and downright good to us all. The people are some of the sweetest people I have met anywhere in my life. They are Germans but so full of love for all, EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THEM. They give GERMANY, A GOOD NAME. I love going to practice and being involved in the singing aspect of it all. I LOVE WALBURG!

I love my daughter Rebecca Jemison, who told me about the choir, she had read about it in the paper and took me to my first practice. She knew I loved to sing and thought it was the perfect solution for me. She sang with us the first time but her two girls ABIGAIL(ABBY) AND ELIZABETH(IZZY) were involved in so many other things that she has to Uber them too, that she could not keep it up, PLUS SHE IS A TEACHER TO HER HOMESCHOOLED KIDS. SHE TEACHES BIOLOGY. KEEPS HER BUSY TO SAY THE LEAST. But my 4 kids are all grown up, so those Uber years were past me, SO I COULD GO~

I love my husband Don Levins who so faithfully takes me to choir and stays in WALBURG and reads while we practice. My number one fan who loves, loving me so I can have fun at Choir. HE IS FANTASTIC! IT IS ALL GOOD! He taught computers on the Navajo Indian Reservation for 23 years until he was diagnosed with cancer. But he is so lovable and funny and workaholic, you'd never know it. He never even talks about it. Me, well, I am different. BUT THAT IS A DIFFERENT STORY, ALTOGETHER.

AND THAT BRING ME TO, WHAT I THINK ABOUT CHRISTMAS.

PEOPLE I LOVE 'SANTA CLAUS'

  IT IS FUN, FUN, FUN TO ME!

HOPE: During my most intense moments of pleasure, I think about the 25^th of December, CHRISTMAS. I THINK OF SANTA CLAUS AND ALL THE THINGS I LOVE THAT I MIGHT GET, AND I AM OVERWHELMED BY IT ALL. WOW! THE TOGETHERNESS OF PEOPLE WHOM I LOVE WHO GET TO VISIT AND SHARE THE HOLIDAY WITH ME.

Of course, there is always the cleaning the house, days in advance, the cooking for a crowd, AND the gift buying, LOADS OF WORK. BUT I DO SO LOVE TO DECORATE FOR CHRISTMAS AND ALL HOLIDAYS, FOR THAT MATTER!

Then I love seeing all the pretty decorations people have PUT UP OUTSIDE just for this occasion and it makes it all worthwhile. The drudgery is soon replace with excitement of what I might get. YES, I BELIEVE IN SANTA. HE COMES ON CHRISTMAS. THIS I KNOW. HOPE! I LOVE IT. GIFTS-GIFTS-GIFTS. CHRISTMAS REALLY IS FUN FOR ME! I BELIEVE PEOPLE OUGHT TO LOOSEN THOSE PURSE STRINGS AND GIVE, GIVE, GIVE FOR CHRISTMAS.

 I WROTE A POEM CALLED, 'JESUS IS CHRISTMAS'.

THEN IT FOCUSES MY ATTENTION ON JESUS. WHOSE BIRTH I CELEBRATE AT CHRISTMAS. 
 IT IS FUN, FUN, FUN TO ME!
 

HOPE. During my most intense moments of suffering, I think, who knows, maybe the Lord will return. HOPE!

HOPE! WHOM WE DO NOT KNOW WHEN HE WILL RETURN.

Even so Lord JESUS, COME.

HOPE! BECAUSE OF JESUS, I HAVE 'HOPE' FOR THIS CHRISTMAS!

HOPE-CURE FOR CANCER, RIGHT AROUND THE BEND!

HOPE-ENEMIES WILL BE AT PEACE WITH US, RIGHT AROUND THE BEND!

H0PE- ALL FRIENDS AND FAMILY WILL GET ALONG, RIGHT AROUND THE BEND!

HOPE-RAISE FOR NEW YEAR, RIGHT AROUND THE BEND!

HOPE-ALL DEBTS PAID OFF, RIGHT AROUND THE BEND!

HOPE-ALL PEOPLE FED, RIGHT AROUND THE BEND!

HOPE- FOR A WHITE CHRISTMAS, RIGHT AROUND THE BEND!

HOPE- FOR EVERYTHING GOOD, PEOPLE. RIGHT AROUND THE BEND!

Nina Levins

later, more later

IT IS FUN, FUN, FUN TO ME!

Does this make good sense?

Oh well, never mind!

It don't get no better than me writing!!!

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

2017 the year of our Lord!

What's Santa bringing YOU? 
 IT IS FUN, FUN, FUN TO ME!

YOU GONNA HEAR A CANARY SING! PAY ATTENTION!

You ain't got the sense of a Goose. Even a Goose knows who it's Master is.

America has lost it's ever loving mind.

Hate is Hate. WHETHER it comes from a Resist Democrat or the White Supremacist or the KKK or the Neo Nazis, or a Protester. IF SOMEONE TELLS YOU TO RESIST, AT LEAST THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE DOING, BEFORE YOU DO IT. ME THINKS HE DOTH PROTEST TOO MUCH!

Have you lost your ever loving mind? AT LEAST RACISM IS EASY. IT'S BLACK AND WHITE. WIERD PEOPLE HATE OTHER  PEOPLE.

BUT HATE IS HARD TO DETECT. IT CAN BE COVERED PEOPLE. NICE PEOPLE COVER HATE. Confuses me too! But believe me when I say, NOTHING CONFUSES GOD!

I see a Psychiatrist and he is really nice. Tries to help me. He does a superb job of it too. Where does your help come from? My help comes from the Hills, but after that Plano is a good source. That's where my psycho's office is. And I tell you what he is fantastic. Don't ever be afraid to get help people. Help is where it's at.

You have lost your ever loving mind IF YOU THINK HATE IS NOT HATE!

Get real. Get a life.

America has lost it's ever loving mind.

We owe our President respect and prayers. Not blasphemy. PRAY FOR YOUR LEADERS.

WHEN A WINNER CRIES FOR MORE. IT IS AS CLOSE TO HELL AS IT CAN GET. NOT HEAVEN, HELL.

EVEN A SIMPLE MINDED MAN AND A CHILD KNOWS HELL IS NEVER SATISFIED.

WELL, WHEN A WINNER IS NEVER SATISFIED, GIVE IN AND FIND OUT THE TRUTH.

THE WAR IS OVER WITH PEOPLE YOU WON!

BUT SOMETIMES THE WINNER IS THE LOSER. AND THE LOSER SURRENDERS BECAUSE HE CAN'T STAND TO SEE ONE MORE MAN'S BLOOD LOST!

FIRST DOWN COMES THE FLAG

NEXT DOWN COMES THE STATUTES

NEXT DOWN COMES THE NAMES

NEXT DOWN COMES THE HOLIDAYS

NEXT DOWN COMES ALL THE HISTORY BOOKS,

NEXT COMES DOWN ALL THE WHITES.

I SAW A MAN KICK A STATUE THEY HAD JUST THROWN DOWN ON TV. I know I watch too much TV. JUST LIKE IT WAS A MAN. FULL OF HATE! I'D SAY THAT MAN IS A SLAVE OF HATE. HOW COULD HE EVER THINK HE WAS RIGHT?

ALLS IT GOT HIM WAS A SORE FOOT! I FEEL SORRY FOR ANY MAN FULL OF THAT MUCH HATE. HE'S PROBABLY A NICE MAN, FULL OF HATE.

HISTORY HAS SOME BLACK TIMES PEOPLE OR WE WOULDN'T NEED A SAVIOR.

A BLACK TIME, remember GOD INHABITS THE DARK.

YOU CANNOT ERASE YOUR HISTORY. ONLY GOD HAS THE POWER TO DO THAT.

YOU CANNOT MAKE A BLACK MAN WHITE. ONLY GOD HAS THE POWER TO DO THAT. PRAY IF YOU WANT TO BE WHITE. MAYBE GOD WILL HAVE MERCY ON YOUR SOUL SINCE HE MADE YOU BLACK. BUT I REALLY DOUBT HE'LL DO IT. HE WILL TELL YOU TO BE SATISFIED WITH WHAT YOU ARE. BUT DON'T BLAME US WHITE FOLKS.

BUT REMEMBER THE QUAIL. SOMETIME HE GIVES PEOPLE WHAT THEY ASK FOR AND KILLS THEM WHILE THEY HAVE THEIR MOUTHS FULL.

THE REST OF YOU MISGUIDED PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU WANT. I CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHAT YOUR AFTER. YOU TALK SO QUIETLY AND SPEW HATRED, ABOUT WHAT? I DON'T KNOW. BUT YOU TOO CAN FIND SANTIFICATION, LET GOD CHANGE YOU.

WHEN A WINNER IS NEVER SATISFIED, IT IS AS CLOSE TO HELL AS IT CAN GET.

THE DEVIL AIN'T NEVER SATISFIED.

HE WANTS ONE MORE SOUL. AND ANOTHER AND ANOTHER.

GET REAL. GET A LIFE.

JESUS IS YOUR MASTER

RECOGNIZE HIM AND GET A LIFE.

STOP THE DEVIL IN HIS TRACTS. RECOGNIZE JESUS AS YOUR MASTER.

ONLY THEN CAN YOU KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG. You want to be an activist then be an activist for the RIGHT CAUSES. BE A MISSIONARY FOR GOD. IT IS WRONG TO DESTROY AMERICA. IT IS WRONG TO DESTROY THIS WORLD. FOR ANY POLITICAL AGENDA.

IT IS WRONG TO DESTROY THINGS.

ONLY THE DEVIL DOES THAT. DON'T BE DOING HIS WORK FOR HIM.

Recognize JESUS as your personal SAVIOR and get a life.

NO I AIN'T POLITICALLY CORRECT. BUT I AM RIGHT.

DON'T GET SO MIXED UP THAT YOU THINK YOUR AN ANIMAL.

YOU HAVE A SOUL AND GOD WANTS IT.

BUT HE WILL NOT FORCE YOU TO BELIEVE HIM.

REMEMBER THERE WILL COME A DAY WHEN

THERE WILL BE 'ONE LAST MAN SAVED.'

Then the King is coming

LET IT BE YOU.

HEAVEN IS FOREVER!

THIS WORLD IS ONLY FOR A SEASON!

CAN'T YOU ACCEPT LIFE JUST FOR A SEASON!

YOU KNOW I HATE WATER! HURRICANE HARVEY TAUGHT ME. IT'S A LIFE GIVING THING. OUR HOME WAS DROUGHT STRICKEN. POND DRYING UP. WITHOUT WATER EVERYTHING DIES. I NOW DRINK WATER. AND I LEARNED A NEW PHRASE. I WRITE (20 BOOKS) SO FAR, SO I WROTE THIS.

YOU CAN'T CHANGE YOUR HISTORY, BUT YOU DO NOT HAVE TO LET IT DICTATE YOUR FUTURE. STRAIGHTEN UP AND FLY RIGHT! HATE IS HATE, GET RID OF IT. DRINK WATER!

PEOPLE I LEARNED TO DRINK WATER. AND I THANK HARVEY FOR THAT. AND I THANK JESUS FOR LIFE. HE CAME TO TAKE AWAY FEAR OF DEATH. THE ONLY REASON HE CAME WAS TO GIVE US LIFE. WHEN YOU FEAR DEATH YOU CAN'T LIVE. WELL HATE IS DEATH. IT IS A KILLER. HATE HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH LOVE. LOVE AND HATE CANNOT LIVE IN THE SAME BODY. SO NOW I AM FREE!

YOU'RE RIGHT, “ I NEED TO TAKE MY OWN ADVISE.”

HOW DO I KNOW? YOU ASK.

BECAUSE THERE IS ALWAYS SIN IN A MULTITUDE OF WORDS.

SO OBVIOUSLY I HAVE SINNED. NOW I JUST GOT TO FIGURE OUT HOW AND WHY!

AND SIN ALWAYS CROUCHES AT YOUR DOOR! BUT I HAVE AN ADVOCATE JESUS! DO YOU?

I AM LEARNING SPANISH! JUST ONE OF MANY LANGUAGES I AM LEARNING. HEBREW, GREEK, SPANISH, ARAB, MANDARIN AND NORTH KOREA

The teacher taught this, for our first lesson.

El burro sabes mas que tu!

THE DONKEY KNOWS MORE THAN YOU!

IF THE FOO FITS WEAR IT!

I AM NOT YOUR ENEMY!

THE DEVIL IS!

But you know God says, not to fear the man that can kill the body, but fear God who can not only kill the body, but can cast your soul into Hell. Fear God!

Now to be honest, there are more whites, than blacks that are not satisfied. WHITES ARE NOTORIOUS FOR NEVER BEING SATISFIED. I could go on and on, but I won't. You get the picture! The reason is there are more whites than blacks. But when a man who is Asian gets removed from TV, I know I watch too much TV, because he has Robert Lee's name, this is the act of a crazy man.

THAT IS NOT RASIST, THAT IS CRAZY! I have a feeling you don't want to be WHITE, OR ASIAN, OR INDIAN, OR MEXICAN, OR MUSLIM. They all got problems. MORE PROBLEMS THAN THEY CARE TO ENUMERATE.

I AIN'T A RACIST PEOPLE, BUT I CAN SEE THROUGH YOU.

PS. I say, simply this, BE SATISFIED WITH WHO YOU ARE. YOU ARE A GREAT MAN, A GREAT WOMAN, A GREAT CHILD. LEARN FROM HISTORY THEN LET IT BE! DON'T TRY TO WIPE IT AWAY, MAKE A NEW FUTURE FOR YOURSELF. JUST TELL YOURSELF, “I AM A GREAT MAN! I AM A GREAT WOMAN! I AM A GREAT CHILD! BE HAPPY! STOP THIS!

GET SOME SENSE! TURN THIS COUNTRY AROUND. DON'T DESTORY IT! THAT'S THE ACT OF A CRAZY MAN. TELL ME YOU GOT MORE SENSE THAN A GOOSE OR DONKEY!

You know my sin is, I LOVE AMERICA TOO MUCH TO SIT IDLY BY AND SAY OR DO NOTHING!

GOD BLESS YOU ALL

A YELLOW CANARY-LV NINA

MORE LATER

PS. NOW WHY DO I SEE A Psychiatrist. CAUSE MOST PEOPLE SAY THIS IN THE CONFINES OF THEIR OWN HOME.

ME.....I AM A LOUD MOUTH! I SHOUT IT OUT FOR THE WHOLE WORLD TO SEE.

PSS. While I am at it, may as well make everybody mad. America, what man has not committed Adultery in his heart. GAYS AND ADULTEROR'S, GOD JUDGES BOTH OF THEM. I say, CLEAN UP YOUR OWN BARN BEFORE YOU ATTACK ANOTHER'S.

 WE ARE NOT TO HATE ANY MAN, BUT WE ARE ADMONISHED TO BE GODLIKE. LOVE LIKE. THAT OUGHT TO KEEP US BUSY FOR A LOOONG TIIIIME.

LOVE AIN'T NO SNOWFLAKE, IT DON'T DISAPPEAR WITH A TOUCH. LOVE IS HARD. LOVE YOUR ENEMY, NOW THAT SEPARATES THE SHEEP FROM THE GOATS. NO I AIN'T PREACHING, JUST SINGING!

 “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.”