Wednesday, July 8, 2020

enough


Enough now!!!
No more protests-YOU MADE YOUR POINT.
me thinks he doth protest too much
7 PAGES

11 For my own sake, for my own sake, I do this.
How can I let myself be defamed?
I will not yield my glory to another.. Isaiah 4 8:11
           
YOU KNOW, I’M JUST SHARING. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THIS UP FRONT
ONE EVENING I WAS JUST SITTING, WONDERING HOW WE GOT INTO THIS BIG MESS. THE COVID 19 VIRUS AND THESE PROTESTS THAT HAVE TURNED VIOLENT AND ANTI POLICE AND BLACK LIVES MATTER ANARCHISTS AND PEOPLE TAKING OVER A CITY AND STARTING THEIR OWN COUNTRY AND JUST PLAIN DOWN RIGHT STUPID PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY ARE ABOVE THE LAW BY THEIR RIOTING AND LOOTING. I AM JUST A MOTHER AND AN OCCASIONAL WRITER, SOMETIME PAINTER, BUT I TRUST MY JUDGEMENT. I AM A THINKER AS OPPOSED TO PEOPLE WHO NEVER THOUGHT ABOVE THEIR OWN AGE GROUP AND SOCIALISTS WHO GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT KIND OF MIND THEY HAVE.
               I REVIEWED THAT VIDEO THAT CAME UP OF THAT COP MURDERING THAT BLACK MAN AND I THOUGHT HOW ATROCIOUS. BUT ALL OF A SUDDEN, I SAW THAT AS A “WARNING” FROM GOD. JOB HAS TAUGHT ME THAT GOD ALONE HAS THE POWER OF LIFE AND DEATH, NOT SATIN. SO, I SAW THAT VIDEO FROM GOD’S PERSPECTIVE. HE HAS HIS KNEE ON EVERY MAN’S NECK SO THEY CAN’T BREATHE, TAKE THIS WARNING.THIS IS NOT A WHITE MAN’S KNEE, THIS IS NOT A POLICEMAN’S KNEE, THIS IS GOD’S KNEE. MY NECK HURT REALLY BAD. CATCH YOUR BREATH, MAN AND TAKE THIS WARNING. WORK OUT YOUR OWN SALVATION WITH FEAR AND TREMBLING. 9 MINUTES MEANS JUDGEMENT.I’M NUMBER 8 WHICH IS NEW BEGINNINGS. EVERY DAY IS A NEW BEGINNING. START OVER.FROM DEATH FIND LIFE. I’M A SINGER NOT A WRITER, A SONG WRITER, NOT A BLOGGER. GOD HEALED MY NECK IN ORDER TO SING. AND SING I WILL. WHENEVER I FEEL LIKE A SONG COMING ON.TO GOD BE THE GLORY. SEE, YOU CAN WORK IT OUT. GOD DID INDEED, HEAL MY NECK. JEHOVAH RAPHA. AND I THINK SOME BLACKS NEED HEALED, WHITES TOO, AFTER SEEING ALL THE DESTRUCTION OF THOSE STATUES. AND TRYING TO CHANGE THE NAMES OF MILITARY BASES AND THEIR HATRED OF WHITES AND POLICEMEN. WELL, I SAW SOME WHITES ON TV DESTROYING STATURES TOO. I DO NOT THINK THIS IS A BLACK WHITE, MATTER, I DO NOT THINK THIS A DEMOCRAT REPUBLICAN MATTER, I DO NOT THINK THIS IS A YOU, ME MATTER. I THINK THIS IS A HEAVEN, HELL MATTER. THIS IS JUST TOO WIERDO TO COMPREHEND.  ALL HELL HAS BROKE LOOSE, IT APPEARS, WITH EVERYONE HATING ONE ANOTHER. PEOPLE HATE IS ALWAYS WRONG.
               NOW I REALIZE THAT THIS IS NOT GOING TO BE A VERY WELL RECEIVED WARNING BUT I WOULD SUGGEST THAT YOU GIVE IT SOME THOUGHT, NONETHELESS.
               THAT MAN DID NOT DIE AS A RESULT OF SOME OTHER MAN’S NEGLIGENCE BUT BECAUSE GOD CALLED HIM HOME. GOD IS SOVEREIGN. GOD HAD HIS REASONS, ASK HIM!
               YOU CANNOT IMMORTALIZE THAT MAN WHO DIED, FOR MANY MEN HAVE DIED SINCE THEN AND THEIR LIVES MATTER AND THEIR FUNERALS MATTER.  MURDER IS MURDER NO MATTER THE COLOR OF YOUR SKIN. POLICEMEN INVESTIGATE MURDER.
 POLICEMEN DIED TOO. NO ONE ELSE WANTS TO. BUT HEED HIS WARNING. GOD IS THE IMPORTANT INGREDIENT IN THIS ACTION. FEAR GOD. EVEN THE DIRTY COP THAT   DID IT, LIKE PHARAOH, DID NOT HAVE THE POWER TO DO IT UNLESS GOD GAVE IT TO HIM. PUNISH HIM TO THE FULLEST IF YOU MUST BUT REMEMBER GOD EVEN FORGIVES MURDER AND HATE IS MURDER TO HIM. SO, FEAR GOD, LEST YOU FIND YOURSELF IN SIMILAR CIRCUMSTANCES BUT KEEP ALL THIS IN MIND WHILE YOU THINK IT THROUGH. GOD CAN USE YOU, CHRISTIAN OR NOT, LIKE HE USED CYRUS TO RETURN ISRAEL TO JERUSALEM. YOUR JUST A MAN, MAN.
               11 For my own sake, for my own, I do this.
How can I let myself be defamed?
I will not yield my glory to another. Isaiah 4 8:11

NOW WE SHOULD NOT BE ANGRY AND RIOT AND DESTROY. THAT IS GOD’S PEROGATIVE. IF ANY OF THEM BLACK PEOPLE THINK THAT GOD IS GIVING HIS HONOR TO A BLACK MAN, THEN THEY DO NOT UNDERSTAND GOD. HE WILL NOT GIVE HIS HONOR TO A CREATED BEING, FOR HE IS GOD. THE FIRST SIGN OF WISDOM. YOU REALLY SHOULD BE AFRAID OF HIM. REMEMBER COVID 19 THAT IS WORLDWIDE. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOUR MEMORIES?
                        THE PIDDLY ANGER AND DESTRUCTION THAT I SAW ON TV OF THE TURMOIL CAUSED OVER THIS, BY ANARCHISTS’ MEN, IS NOTHING COMPARED TO THE ANGER OF AN ANGRY GOD. YOU REALLY SHOULD BE AFRAID OF HIM. I AM A WHITE WOMAN BUT I DO NOT FEAR BLACK PEOPLE. THEY AIN’T BIG ENOUGH TO MAKE ME FEAR NO MATTER WHAT COLOR THEIR SKIN IS. BUT GOD CAN MAKE ME AFRAID………

AND I HAPPEN TO KNOW THERE ARE A FEW DOZEN BLACKS THAT ARE SENSIBLE AND ARE AFRAID OF GOD TOO, AND GOD WILL HONOR THEM WHEN THEY HONOR GOD. BUT NOT THE PEACEFUL LOOTERS, AND BURNER’S, AND LAW BREAKERS, NOT THE BLACK LIVES MATTER GROUP, WHO IS RESPONSIBLE FOR TRYING TO AMELIORATE AMERICA.

 AFTER ALL, TWO WRONGS DON’T MAKE A RIGHT. YOU WOULD THINK YOU NEVER SAW A MAN MURDERED BEFORE, BUT I KNOW THAT AIN’T TRUE. YOU SAT AND WATCHED THIS VIDEO OVER AND OVER UNTIL IT RILED YOU. THAT SATISFIED SOME PERVERSE NEED IN YOU TO MURDER A MAN.

                        I REALIZE THIS IS THE DAY OF THE BLACK MAN, SINCE BLACK LIVES SEEM TO MATTER, ALL OVER THE WORLD, BUT ALL LIVES MATTER TO GOD. ALL OVER THE WORLD! I AGREE WITH THAT.

I LOVE BLACK PEOPLE ENOUGH TO TELL UM THE TRUTH.

GOD LOVES BLACK PEOPLE, TOO. BUT GOD IS A GOD, OF ORDER. AND HE PUT POLICEMEN UP TO BE AFRAID OF, WHEN YOU’RE AN EVIL DOER. YOU REALLY SHOULD BE AFRAID OF THEM. POLICEMEN ARE PARTLY HOLY; WELL THE LAW IS HOLY, ANYWAY.

 IF YOU’RE NOT BREAKING THE LAW YOU DON’T HAVE TO BE AFRAID OF A POLICEMAN. OF COURSE, CHRISTIANS AIN’T AFRAID OF THEM, WHY SHOULD THEY BE, THEY ARE LAW ABIDING CITIZENS OR SHOULD BE ANYWAY.
                             
AND WHEN THE BLACK MAN OR WHITE MAN OR PINK MAN OR PURPLE MAN PUTS HIMSELF UP TO THE EQUAL OF GOD, THEN TROUBLE LIES AHEAD FOR HIM. BAD TROUBLE!!! FEAR GOD, MAN!!!

JUST BECAUSE A MAN CALLS YOU, BRO DON’T MAKE HIM YOUR FRIEND. AND JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE TELLS YOU NO, THAT DON’T MAKE HIM YOUR ENEMY.
                                                                                                                     
 I SAY, ‘NO’, DON’T DO THIS, JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN.

11 For my own sake, for my own sake, I do this.
How can I let myself be defamed? 
I will not yield my glory to another. Isaiah 4 8:11
       
GOD WANTS HIS HONOR IN THIS. GIVE IT TO HIM.
FEAR GOD AND KEEP HIS COMMANDMENTS.
THAT MAN WAS JUST A MAN.
GOD IS GOD.

THIS IS SOMETHING THE WHOLE WORLD NEEDS TO HEED. WE NEED HIS HELP TO STOP THIS COVID 19 PLAGUE. BUT WE NEED HIS HELP EVERYDAY IN EVERY WAY. DON’T MAKE HIM ANY ANGRIER THAN HE ALREADY IS AT THE INJUSTICES IN THIS WORLD.
FOR GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD THAT HE GAVE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON THAT WHOSOEVER BELIEVETH IN HIM SHALL NOT PERISH BUT HAVE EVERLASTING LIFE.
               NOW THIS IS WORTH THINKING ABOUT.

I TOLD MY HUSBAND I WAS GOING TO BLOG THIS, SINCE IT IS THE ONLY PLATFORM, I GOT TO EXPRESS MYSELF ON.

PS. MY HUSBAND SAID, AFTER READING IT. “THIS IS NOT A BLOG, MAMA, THIS IS A SERMON.
PSS. I GUESS I AM A SENSELESS CHRISTIAN, THEN. WHO IS NOT AFRAID TO BE CALLED A RACIST IN THIS DAY AND AGE!!! NO, I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU. ALL'S YOU CAN DO IS MURDER ME, I AM AFRAID OF GOD, WHO CAN NOT ONLY MURDER ME, BUT HE CAN CAST MY SOUL INTO HELL. BUT MY ABBA FATHER IS A GOOD GOD. HE SAVED ME. REMEMBER IT’S THE GOODNESS OF GOD THAT LEADS TO REPENTANCE. AND GOD IS A HEALER! HEALER! HEALER! AND I THINK BILLIONS OF BLACK KIDS NEED TO HEAR THIS. WHITE KIDS TOO. THEY WANNA HEAR SOMEBODY HONOR GOD FOR A CHANGE.
               FEAR GOD, OH WISE MAN, FEAR GOD!!!TRUST GOD, OH WISE MAN, TRUST GOD!!!
READ THE OLD TESTAMENT, IT IS FEAR GOD. READ THE NEW TESTAMENT, IT IS TRUST GOD.
FEAR LEADS ONE TO TRUST. IT’S CALLED, AMAZING GRACE!!!

BUT PLEASE WHATEVER YOU DO, HAVE A NORMAL FUNERAL FOR ME.
AND ONE IS ENOUGH.  
No images of my face.
MEMORY IS A GOOD THING.
 I REALLY DON’T LIKE TO BE TALKING ABOUT FUNERALS ALBEIT EVERYBODY IS GONNA HAVE ONE SOONER OR LATER. SO, LETS GET REALISTIC. IT’S A GOOD THING TO UNDERSTAND THAT. MAYBE LATER THOUGH, I THINK. BUT AS I SAID BEFORE, THAT’S GOD’S CALL. THAT’S WHY YOU OUGHT TO FEAR HIM.
HE IS OMNIPOTENT, BUT IN THE MEANTIME, JESUS SAID, I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full. I am the good shepherd. John 10:10–11TO GOD BE THE GLORY, GREAT THINGS HE HATH DONE.
NOW I SAID ALL OF THAT TO SAY THIS.
 I HAVE THE ANSWER TO WHY COVID 19 HITS OLD PEOPLE HARDEST. AND THOSE WITH PROBLEMS AND THE IMMUNE COMPROMISED.
               GOD LOVES OLD PEOPLE. GOD LOVES THESE OTHER PEOPLE TOO.
You know Covid 19, people cannot breathe either. That is why they need ventilators...
                                                                                                                                                     
NO, I AM NOT HARD ON BLACK PEOPLE. BLACK PEOPLE ARE HARD ON ME.

IF YOU SCORN 1 BLACK MAN, YOU HAVE SCORNED ME.
IF YOU SCORN 1 WHITE MAN, YOU HAVE SCORNED ME.
IF YOU SCORN 1 POLICEMAN, YOU HAVE SCORNED ME.
IF YOU SCORN 1 CONFEDERATE STATUE, YOU HAVE SCORNED ME.
IF YOU SCORN OUR PRESIDENT, YOU HAVE SCORNED ME.
IF YOU SCORN 1 CHRISTIAN, YOU HAVE SCORNED ME.
IF YOU HAVE SCORNED ME, YOU HAVE SCORNED GOD.
IF YOU HAVE SCORNED GOD, I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU.
I’D REPENT AND DO IT FAST……..

YES, I THINK, I “THINK” TOO MUCH.

BUT REMEMBER WHAT I SAID AT THE FRONT OF THIS BLOG, I’M JUST SHARING WHAT GOD HAS DONE FOR ME. AND IF I WERE YOU, I WOULD NOT TOUCH GOD’S ANOINTED.
YOU KNOW AFTER WRITING ALL OF THIS I HAVE ARRIVED AT TWO CONCLUSIONS.
# 1.  I WOULD NOT WANT TO BE A POLICEMAN IN THIS DAY AND AGE. THEY ARE JUDGEMENTAL.THEY ARE NOT ABOVE THE LAW, THEY ARE NOT BELOW THE LAW, THEY ARE THE LAW, IN THIS COUNTRY ANYWAY. PEOPLE BLAME THEM FOR EVERYTHING, BUT WHAT THEY SHOULD DO IS LOOK IN A MIRROR.  I FEEL SORRY FOR THEM.
# 2. I WOULD NOT WANT TO BE A YOUNG BLACK MAN IN THIS DAY AND AGE. THEY RESIST.  THEY DON’T KNOW WHY THEY DO IT. They were probably taught to resist it by their mothers. They had no Father figure who represents AUTHORITY.I FEEL SORRY FOR THEM.

 I’LL TAKE MY CHANCES WITH GOD. IN FACT, I THINK THAT MAN IN ATLANTA DID JUST THAT.  I FEEL SORRY FOR HIM, HE NEVER EVER KNEW WHY HE RESISTED. MOST MEN DON’T KNOW WHY THEY DO ANYTHING. IT IS AUTOMATIC.

            NOW, I CAN’T BE A BLACK WOMAN BECAUSE THEY WRITHE AND YELL SO LOUD, YOU’D THINK THEY WERE HAVING AN ORGASM IN PUBLIC. ME I LIKE MINE IN PRIVATE. WHOA, I THINK I JUST LIED. I’D TAKE IT ANY WAY I COULD GET IT. JERK, JERK. AND IF YOU WERE BEING TRUTHFUL, YOU WOULD TOO.
I CAN’T BE A PREACHER IN A WHITE NEIGHBORHOOD (I HAVEN’T BEEN CALLED) I CAN’T BE A PREACHER IN A BLACK NEIGHBORHOOD.I’D HAVE TO BE A FORGIVING PERSON AND I FALL SHORT IN THAT CATEGORY. GOD HIMSELF KNOWS THAT. SO, I GUESS I WILL JUST SING, ‘VICTORY IN JESUS.’ WOW, I GUESS I CAN BE FORGIVING, AFTER ALL.  I CAN’T SING, ‘VICTORY IN JESUS,’ AND REMAIN THE SAME. JESUS SAID THAT TOO.  SEE IT IS POSSIBLE TO WORK OUT YOUR OWN SALVATION WITH FEAR AND TREMBLING. JUST REMEMBER GOD IS MERCIFUL, ‘VICTORY IN JESUS,’ MUCH MORE MERCIFUL THAN MAN…….
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YOU KNOW I WROTE MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY AND Its COVER IS, ‘SEX, LOVE AND GOD.’ IF I DIDN’T MENTION SEX, AT LEAST ONCE, NOBODY WOULD BELIEVE, I WROTE THIS OR MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY. My kids sure would not believe this. I WILL SELL IT TO YOU FOR $20.00 A COPY.

Just contact me. Georgetown, TEXAS. I WILL MAKE IT EASY FOR YOU TO FIND ME. And if you think this is unwise, think again. I will have policemen in Texas around THIS TOWN, they have authority. I will contact Gov Abbot to get the National Guard here. They have authority. Then I will contact Trump to get the Military here. They have authority. I KNOW WHAT THESE PEOPLE STAND FOR, DO YOU HEAR ME. YOU WILL TUCK TAIL AND RUN HOME. YOU COWARDS!!!!!!!!!SEE IT’S NOT WHAT YOU KNOW, IT’S WHO YOU KNOW. AND I KNOW JESUS. He is full of AUTHORITY. FEAR HIM.
And if you do KEEP ON COMING then YOU BETTER REMEMBER WHAT ELISHA TOLD HIS SERVANT, OPEN YOUR EYES AND YOU WILL SEE THAT THERE ARE MORE FOR ME THAN AGAINST ME, ANGELS THAT IS. THEN I will contact Jesus THE HIGHEST AUTHORITY ON THIS EARTH AND ASK HIM, ‘TO JUST SAY THE WORD’!!!!YOU WILL BE HEALED. GET YOUR COMBAT BOOTS OFF AND YOUR DANCING SHOES ON. MY ROOSTER’S GOT HIS DANCE, READY. HE LOVES TO DANCE.

I SAW THAT ARMED GROUP GOING TO THE GOVERNORS MANSION IN OKLAHOMA, WHO WAS AT THE TRUMP RALLY IN TULSA, MY HOMETOWN. I AM AN OKIE, WHO LIVES IN GEORGETOWN TEXAS. THIS WILL BE MY ALAMO. YOU WILL NOT THREATEN ME LIKE YOU DID THOSE PEOPLE IN OKLAHOMA. I LOVE OKLAHOMA. TEXAS LOVES THEIR NEIGHBOR OKLAHOMA.

THEY WERE AN ARMED GROUP, BLACK LIVES MATTER, I SAW THE PICTURE AND I DON’T CARE WHAT YOU STAND FOR OR WHAT YOUR MOTO IS, YOUR CARRYING RIFLES, AGAINST MY BIRTH STATE. I DON’T CARE WHAT GROUP YOU ARE A MEMBER OF, OR WHAT YOU STAND FOR, THIS IS MY PEACAN PATCH AND YOU AIN’T GOING NO FURTHER. TEXAS IS TEXAS. YOU OUGHT TO KNOW THIS BY NOW.WE AIN’T JUST ANYBODY YOU CAN SCREW WITH. WE ARE TEXANS. SOUNDS SEXUAL TO ME. HA HA. WELL GOD HAS A SENSE OF HUMOR I BELIEVE.

 THIS MOTHER WILL TEACH YOU WHO’S GOT THE AUTHORITY. GOD DOES. PUT DOWN YOUR YANKEE GUN. I AM HERE TO TELL YOU SON, THE SOUTH REALLY WON. IT’S A SONG OF SURRENDER. ONE WHOSE LINE IS, ‘WHEN A WINNER CRY’S FOR MORE’……..A REALLY GOOD SONG I WROTE, IF I SAY SO MYSELF. OH YES, I’LL SING THE WHOLE SONG TO ANYONE THAT ASKS ME. THE LAST VERSE GOES, ‘I GOT ME A ROOSTER HE’S A REAL SOUTHERN DREAM OH HOW HE LOVES TO CROW EVERY TIME THAT I SING. WHEN THAT FINAL BATTLE’S OVER AND ARMAGEDDON’S DONE, I AM HERE TO TELL YOU SON, HEAVEN REALLY WON.’

GEORGETOWN AIN’T THE MDDLE EAST AND THIS IS NOT WW3.
BUT YOU WILL NOT DUE TO AMERICA WHAT YOU WANT TO DO TO AMERICA. THE BUCK STOPS HERE. I’D ADVISE YOU TO SURRENDER TO GOD, VIA JESUS. THAT’S THE REAL BATTLE!!!!HE’S FULL OF MERCY, MAN AIN’T. MY LAST WORDS ON THIS SUBJECT.

THIS IS YOUR LAST WARNING. STRAIGHTEN UP AND FLY RIGHT!!!

                                              
UNLIKE BOLTENS BOOK WHICH IS $32.OO.AND ALL'S HE DOES IS BAD MOUTH TRUMP. I DON’T DO THAT. HE’S MY PRESIDENT AND I HONOR AND RESPECT THAT. HE’S YOURS TOO. I DON’ T CARE, IF IT’S CLOAKED IN REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT. I PRAY FOR BOTH. BUT I PRAY FOR OUR NATION, USA, UNDER GOD INDIVISABLE. TO GOD BE THE GLORY. AMERICA. I PERSONALLY THINK THE DEMOCRATS NEED TO START PRAYING THROUGH IF THEY ACCEPT LAWLESSNESS. AS LEAST TRUMP DON’T DO THAT.

MY BOOK HAS SEX IN IT.  COURSE IT AIN’T PUBLISHED BUT DON’T LET A LITTLE THING LIKE THAT BOTHER YOU. IT IS DEFINITELY WORTH THE READ. PEOPLE THIS IS NOT MY FIRST RODEO, I HAVE WRITTEN OVER 28 BOOKS AND OODLES OF BLOGS. MY DAILY DEVOTIONALS ARE REALLY WORTH THE READ. $10:00 FOR IT. 512-584-5938, CONTACT ME, I’LL GET YOU A COPY. AFTER ALL, YOU ALREADY READ 7 PAGES OF THIS BLOG.

THIS DUDE HAS A LITTLE SEX, A WHOLE LOT OF LOVE, AND A WHOLE, WHOLE LOT OF GOD. THAT IS THE WAY IT SHOULD BE. JUST ASK ME. BUT I DO KNOW WHEN TO QUIT. I THINK THIS WORLD COULD USE A WHOLE, WHOLE LOT OF HUMOR. A LITTLE SMILE LOOKS MIGHTY FINE ON YOUR MOUTH.

 I THINK IT’S TIME TO LAUGH. 5 IS GRACE, YOU KNOW. UNDESERVED MERIT. CUT ME A BREAK. IN FACT, I THINK IT’S PAST TIME TO, ‘CUT A WHOLE LOT OF PEOPLE A BREAK.’ I CHANGED MY MIND. THAT’’S A WOMAN’S PEROGATIVE, MANKIND'S TOO. 6 is man, I’ M A PAINTER TOO, AS WELL AS A WRITER. SO, I GUESS AN IMAGE AIN’T SUCH A BAD THING, AFTER ALL. BUT MEMORY IS BETTER.
SIGNED BY  
A PERFECT WOMAN MARRIED TO A PERFECT MAN WITH 4 PERFECT CHILDREN 6 PERFECT GRANDCHILDREN 3 PERFECT GREAT GRANDCHILDREN. NOTE I DID NOT SAY, ‘SINLESS’, I SAID, ‘PERFECT.’
JESUS SAID, ‘BE YE PERFECT’, AS YOUR HEAVENLY FATHER IS PERFECT. LOVE IS PERFECT.

Yes, I just go on and on.  I do know when to quit... But I bet I get the last word. That is the gambler in me. And my last word will be Jesus.
YOU KNOW IT’S REALLY ODD TO ME, THAT EVERYBODY IS SO CONCERNED ABOUT ALL MEN BEING CREATED EQUAL. JUST ASK ANYBODY AND THEY WILL SAY, ‘THAT’S WHAT THEY BELIEVE’!!!
BUT DON’T WANNA HONOR GOD AND FOLLOW HIM, WHO CREATED ALL MEN EQUALLY. YOU GOT YOUR CHANCE, NOW GAMBLE ON IT………OUR CHURCHES ARE BIG ENOUGH TO COVER ALL PROTESTORS. GOD CERTAINLY IS. 100% PURE. LET’S HAVE A REVIVAL!!!
WHAT I AM TRYING TO SAY, IT’S EASY TO TEAR DOWN, IT’S REALLY HARD TO BUILD BACK UP.  THE HARD RIGHT IS BETTER THAN THE EASY LEFT. JUST MAKE SURE YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR DOING. THINK. RIGHT IS RIGHT AND WRONG IS WRONG.
THIS AIN’T THE MILK OF GOD, THIS AIN’T THE MEAT OF GOD, THIS IS THE DESERT OF GOD. I HOPE THE DESERT HAS CHOCOLATE IN IT.                                                                                                      
BY THE WAY 7 IS A PERFECT NUMBER.  HEAVEN
THINK ABOUT THAT. BACK DOWN
THIS IS WW4         BE HEALED, BE HEALED, BE HEALED                            NINA LEVINS

I THINK I MADE MY POINT. Even if it took 7 pages to do it.  EL SHADDAI-THE LORD IS ENOUGH!!!
AND IF YOU NEED ANYMORE THAN JESUS, YOU GOT ANOTHER THUNK COMING. TAKE A KNEE FOR GOD, FOR MAN AIN’T ENOUGH. NOT ON A FOOTBALL FIELD, YOU COWARD, INSIDE A CHURCH HOUSE. A KNEE IS FOR REPENTANCE, NOT A CELEBRATION TO SHOW OFF AND TELL EVERYONE YOUR SPECIAL.

 NFL GROW UP. GET SOME BALLS. WE DON’T NEED TWO NATIONAL ANTHEMS. WE ARE ONE NATION, UNDER GOD INDIVISIBLE, WITH LIBERTY AND JUSTICE FOR ALL. I AM NOT A RACIST, I’M JUST A CHRISTIAN. THAT’S JUST A LABEL YOU PUT ON WHITE FOLK TO MAKE YOU FEEL SUPERIOR. TAKING A KNEE ON THE FOOTBALL FIELD IS DOWNRIGHT CRAZY……..THAT DON’T PROVE A THING EXCEPT YOU LOST YOUR AUTHORITY FIGURE.

Saturday, September 1, 2018

PRAY!!!



As a writer I never finish. I wrote all last night INSTEAD OF SLEEP. Here goes what I always forget to say.

I quit cigs. You know they say it is harder to quit cigs then it is heron. Probably because every time I eat, I want a cig, every time I have sex, I want a cig, every time I sit outside on the deck, I want a cig and every time I get mad at someone, I want a cig. Which is quite frequently I might add, for all of the above.
You can’t get heron that often without dying.
            Now I say all that to say this. Every time I write I want a cig also, which is quite frequent. Now I would rather have a cig than write this shit. I HATE PEOPLE BEING MAD AT ME. But here goes. I CAN’T HAVE A CIG SO I MIGHT AS WELL WRITE THIS WONDERFUL LETTER TO YOU ALL.
            I can understand drug heads. I am one. BUT I GOT SOME POSITIVE ATTRIBUTES AS WELL. I’VE WRITTEN OODLES OF BOOKS AND OVER 200 SONGS, AND STUDIED 5 DIFFERENT LANGUAGES.  I’M GOOD! JUST ASK ME! AND I CAN SING LIKE A YELLOW CANARY!!!
            Now we all can use prayer. Pray for the drug heads. I believe all those church people are not praying for us because we got an epidemic here in America. And if they did pray we would not have it.
            Now I can use prayer not condemnation.
            So here goes nothing.
            Pray for addicts, pray for me.
            Ruben loves God. No doubt about it. Just HAD a few problems like no job, which is a bummer. WHERE WOULD YOU BE WITHOUT A JOB? But, been there done that. Now I sing when I ain’t got a job. Some people take illegal drugs. EVERYBODY GOT PROBLEMS. Now I’ve seen him pray. I’ve seen me pray. I’ve seen answers and I’ve seen no answers. I JUST DIDN’T PRAY THROUGH!!!!!!!!
            I’ve seen some mighty fine addicts. I’ve seen some mighty fine none addicts. I’VE SEEN SOME PISS POOR ADDICTS. I’VE SEEN SOME PISS POOR NONE ADDICTS.
            NOW HERE’S THE KICKER!
            PRAY, PRAY, PRAY. PRAY THROUGH!!!!
            See that you do not despise one of these little ones. For I tell you that their angels in heaven always see the face of my Father in heaven. Matthew 18:10
                OUR FAMILIES MIGHT NOT HELP US BUT WE GOT A HEAVENLY FATHER THAT ALWAYS HELPS US!
NOW GOD IS TALKING ABOUT CHILDREN OF GOD! BUT HE INCLUDES US ALL. WE HAVE TO BE CHILDLIKE IN OUR FAITH TO GET INTO THE KINGDOM OF GOD. TRY IT, YOU’LL LIKE IT.
                BUT HE IS ALWAYS THERE TO HELP US.
                EVEN ME!
                Like I said before I hate people being mad at me, but I am too old to care anymore!
                I’ve smoked for 55 years are you praying for me? IT IS LEGAL. NO JAIL TIME
                Druggies, are you praying for them? IT IS ILLEGAL. JAIL TIME.
                It’s time we got serious about Jesus.
                AND QUIT PLAYING CHURCH!
`NAH, I’M NOT PREACHING, I’M SHARING!

I DON’T CARE IF YOU COME TO MY FUNERAL OR NOT!!!
GOD WILL BE THERE. HOW DO I KNOW? BECAUSE HE ATTENDS A SPARROWS FUNERAL AND HE WILL ATTEND MINE, A YELLOW CANARY. I WROTE A SONG CALLED, “YELLOW IS THE COLOR OF HEAVEN. I LOVE YELLOW ROSES!!!
HAVE A GOOD DAY. AND DO SOMETHING GOOD TODAY,  PAY IT FWD. GOD WILL PAY YOU BACK!!!

MAN I HOPE I CAN SLEEP TONIGHT!!!

Monday, December 4, 2017

CHRISTMAS 2017


Monday, December 4, 2017

I know why I write. I am so dimwitted that I cannot talk right. Sometimes I cannot make sense when I talk. I actually have to have time to think. I hate talking on the phone or spontaneous talk on news. I cannot think fast enough to know everything I want to say. It all starts to come to me in the middle of the night what I should of said. Then I got to get up and write it all out. My thoughts on why I joined the WALBURG GOSPEL CHOIR, this year of our Lord, 2017.


WHAT the WALBURG GOSPEL CHOIR means to me: 
IT IS FUN, FUN, FUN TO ME!

I LOVE SUNSHINE WILLY OUR CHOIR DIRECTOR AND ALL THE PEOPLE WHO SING IN IT. He plays the accordion and wears a Bavarian costume and is a full blown character. He is from Germany but loves America and wants to stay here. As far as I am concerned, he has a won a place at the table. HE LOVES AMERICA!
He, is awesome and funny and downright good to us all. The people are some of the sweetest people I have met anywhere in my life. They are Germans but so full of love for all, EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THEM. They give GERMANY, A GOOD NAME. I love going to practice and being involved in the singing aspect of it all. I LOVE WALBURG!
I love my daughter Rebecca Jemison, who told me about the choir, she had read about it in the paper and took me to my first practice. She knew I loved to sing and thought it was the perfect solution for me. She sang with us the first time but her two girls ABIGAIL(ABBY) AND ELIZABETH(IZZY) were involved in so many other things that she has to Uber them too, that she could not keep it up, PLUS SHE IS A TEACHER TO HER HOMESCHOOLED KIDS. SHE TEACHES BIOLOGY. KEEPS HER BUSY TO SAY THE LEAST. But my 4 kids are all grown up, so those Uber years were past me, SO I COULD GO~
I love my husband Don Levins who so faithfully takes me to choir and stays in WALBURG and reads while we practice. My number one fan who loves, loving me so I can have fun at Choir. HE IS FANTASTIC! IT IS ALL GOOD! He taught computers on the Navajo Indian Reservation for 23 years until he was diagnosed with cancer. But he is so lovable and funny and workaholic, you'd never know it. He never even talks about it. Me, well, I am different. BUT THAT IS A DIFFERENT STORY, ALTOGETHER.

AND THAT BRING ME TO, WHAT I THINK ABOUT CHRISTMAS.
PEOPLE I LOVE 'SANTA CLAUS'
  IT IS FUN, FUN, FUN TO ME!

HOPE: During my most intense moments of pleasure, I think about the 25th of December, CHRISTMAS. I THINK OF SANTA CLAUS AND ALL THE THINGS I LOVE THAT I MIGHT GET, AND I AM OVERWHELMED BY IT ALL. WOW! THE TOGETHERNESS OF PEOPLE WHOM I LOVE WHO GET TO VISIT AND SHARE THE HOLIDAY WITH ME.
Of course, there is always the cleaning the house, days in advance, the cooking for a crowd, AND the gift buying, LOADS OF WORK. BUT I DO SO LOVE TO DECORATE FOR CHRISTMAS AND ALL HOLIDAYS, FOR THAT MATTER!
Then I love seeing all the pretty decorations people have PUT UP OUTSIDE just for this occasion and it makes it all worthwhile. The drudgery is soon replace with excitement of what I might get. YES, I BELIEVE IN SANTA. HE COMES ON CHRISTMAS. THIS I KNOW. HOPE! I LOVE IT. GIFTS-GIFTS-GIFTS. CHRISTMAS REALLY IS FUN FOR ME! I BELIEVE PEOPLE OUGHT TO LOOSEN THOSE PURSE STRINGS AND GIVE, GIVE, GIVE FOR CHRISTMAS.



 I WROTE A POEM CALLED, 'JESUS IS CHRISTMAS'.
THEN IT FOCUSES MY ATTENTION ON JESUS. WHOSE BIRTH I CELEBRATE AT CHRISTMAS. 
 IT IS FUN, FUN, FUN TO ME!
 
HOPE. During my most intense moments of suffering, I think, who knows, maybe the Lord will return. HOPE!
HOPE! WHOM WE DO NOT KNOW WHEN HE WILL RETURN.
Even so Lord JESUS, COME.
HOPE! BECAUSE OF JESUS, I HAVE 'HOPE' FOR THIS CHRISTMAS!
HOPE-CURE FOR CANCER, RIGHT AROUND THE BEND!
HOPE-ENEMIES WILL BE AT PEACE WITH US, RIGHT AROUND THE BEND!
H0PE- ALL FRIENDS AND FAMILY WILL GET ALONG, RIGHT AROUND THE BEND!
HOPE-RAISE FOR NEW YEAR, RIGHT AROUND THE BEND!
HOPE-ALL DEBTS PAID OFF, RIGHT AROUND THE BEND!
HOPE-ALL PEOPLE FED, RIGHT AROUND THE BEND!
HOPE- FOR A WHITE CHRISTMAS, RIGHT AROUND THE BEND!
HOPE- FOR EVERYTHING GOOD, PEOPLE. RIGHT AROUND THE BEND!

Nina Levins
later, more later

IT IS FUN, FUN, FUN TO ME!
Does this make good sense?
Oh well, never mind!
It don't get no better than me writing!!!

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year
2017 the year of our Lord!
What's Santa bringing YOU? 
 IT IS FUN, FUN, FUN TO ME!