PRAY!!!

As a writer I never finish. I wrote all last night INSTEAD OF SLEEP. Here goes what I always forget to say.

I quit cigs. You know they say it is harder to quit cigs then it is heron. Probably because every time I eat, I want a cig, every time I have sex, I want a cig, every time I sit outside on the deck, I want a cig and every time I get mad at someone, I want a cig. Which is quite frequently I might add, for all of the above.

You can’t get heron that often without dying.

            Now I say all that to say this. Every time I write I want a cig also, which is quite frequent. Now I would rather have a cig than write this shit. I HATE PEOPLE BEING MAD AT ME. But here goes. I CAN’T HAVE A CIG SO I MIGHT AS WELL WRITE THIS WONDERFUL LETTER TO YOU ALL.

            I can understand drug heads. I am one. BUT I GOT SOME POSITIVE ATTRIBUTES AS WELL. I’VE WRITTEN OODLES OF BOOKS AND OVER 200 SONGS, AND STUDIED 5 DIFFERENT LANGUAGES.  I’M GOOD! JUST ASK ME! AND I CAN SING LIKE A YELLOW CANARY!!!

            Now we all can use prayer. Pray for the drug heads. I believe all those church people are not praying for us because we got an epidemic here in America. And if they did pray we would not have it.

            Now I can use prayer not condemnation.

            So here goes nothing.

            Pray for addicts, pray for me.

            Ruben loves God. No doubt about it. Just HAD a few problems like no job, which is a bummer. WHERE WOULD YOU BE WITHOUT A JOB? But, been there done that. Now I sing when I ain’t got a job. Some people take illegal drugs. EVERYBODY GOT PROBLEMS. Now I’ve seen him pray. I’ve seen me pray. I’ve seen answers and I’ve seen no answers. I JUST DIDN’T PRAY THROUGH!!!!!!!!

            I’ve seen some mighty fine addicts. I’ve seen some mighty fine none addicts. I’VE SEEN SOME PISS POOR ADDICTS. I’VE SEEN SOME PISS POOR NONE ADDICTS.

            NOW HERE’S THE KICKER!

            PRAY, PRAY, PRAY. PRAY THROUGH!!!!

            See that you do not despise one of these little ones. For I tell you that their angels in heaven always see the face of my Father in heaven. Matthew 18:10

                OUR FAMILIES MIGHT NOT HELP US BUT WE GOT A HEAVENLY FATHER THAT ALWAYS HELPS US!

NOW GOD IS TALKING ABOUT CHILDREN OF GOD! BUT HE INCLUDES US ALL. WE HAVE TO BE CHILDLIKE IN OUR FAITH TO GET INTO THE KINGDOM OF GOD. TRY IT, YOU’LL LIKE IT.

                BUT HE IS ALWAYS THERE TO HELP US.

                EVEN ME!

                Like I said before I hate people being mad at me, but I am too old to care anymore!

                I’ve smoked for 55 years are you praying for me? IT IS LEGAL. NO JAIL TIME

                Druggies, are you praying for them? IT IS ILLEGAL. JAIL TIME.

                It’s time we got serious about Jesus.

                AND QUIT PLAYING CHURCH!

`NAH, I’M NOT PREACHING, I’M SHARING!

I DON’T CARE IF YOU COME TO MY FUNERAL OR NOT!!!

GOD WILL BE THERE. HOW DO I KNOW? BECAUSE HE ATTENDS A SPARROWS FUNERAL AND HE WILL ATTEND MINE, A YELLOW CANARY. I WROTE A SONG CALLED, “YELLOW IS THE COLOR OF HEAVEN. I LOVE YELLOW ROSES!!!

HAVE A GOOD DAY. AND DO SOMETHING GOOD TODAY,  PAY IT FWD. GOD WILL PAY YOU BACK!!!

MAN I HOPE I CAN SLEEP TONIGHT!!!